2011 can just be over any time soon. Really. We only had a handful of positive memories, yet a giant sac of painful ones.

Friday I was just told by my direct manager that my position has been eliminated and they no longer need my skill. It’s like sprinkling rock salt on the wound that is still not 100% healed.

Still I would not let it cloud over my joy of being pregnant again. I’ll still cherish this moment and figure out a way to find a job and keep a healthy pregnancy.

October 2011, you can just suck it!