New Life in 2015

New year has brought us a new life.  I just found out that we are expecting again with EDD of October 2, 2015. I’m still in disbelief. How can I not? We had been having fertility challenges, miscarriages, and loss due to incompetent cervix and PPROM. Yet in this advanced maternal age of 42, we are pregnant.

All kind of thoughts came to my mind. What happen if I miscarried? If it turned out that my baby has chromosomal disorder? if I had preeclampsia? I don’t really want to experience another preemie loss as it was so painful.

The nail biting session has begun